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These last five years have taught me so much. They brought both sorrow and joy. Here, I learned to cherish every moment. Here, I fell in love with life. Here, I found myself. Here, I realized how beautiful life can be, despite storms and tempests overhead.

I am grateful for every second — for breaths of forest, mountains, and the people I was lucky enough to meet here.

I am thankful for all the lessons that revealed myself to me.

And to you, my dear, former partner — because of your toxic behaviors, I learned to find myself. It was as if you deliberately tormented me with insults and a stone-cold glare, so that I could rebuild myself anew.

I am deeply grateful to you.

I realized you were like a coach, sharpening my awareness of your lack of respect, even contempt. You were a teacher who confirmed my resolve: enough is enough.

You tested my courage many times — when you humiliated me, ridiculed me publicly, and the first time you raised your hand in drunken rage.

You were the perfect model of a psychopath, who apologizes ironically, because it’s my fault — I provoked you by asking for some silence and sleep at two in the morning, since I had to get up at four for work.

You became a warning for me — if I don’t fight for myself, I will remain a victim forever.

Thank you very much, my former partner, for everything I received from you and everything you took away.

Thanks largely to you, today I am strong, full of faith, and ready to live my fulfilled life.

So I am leaving toward my happiness.

I leave you my memories. I leave you my hope, for I no longer need it.

I have exchanged it for certainty and self-belief.

I say goodbye, my dear.

May you find your happiness too.

In love and respect.

CzarnulaM